The Quiet Moment for Thoughts: Bad Dream

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Bad Dream

I wasn't had good sleep for the past few days....
Bad dreams kept waking me up in the middle of night...
The pain still haunt me at night after so many years..
I just can't get away from that......

I dislike the time when I cried for him again...
It's not that I'm still in love with him...
But the damage which he brought to me...
Whenever the flashbacks came in my mind, I can't help but cry...

I am lucky that I have people to watch me when I was tore into our pieces.
Because of them, I'm still alive till today....
I have stupid thoughts ran into my mind that time,
But I manage to stop myself from doing that...

Alcohol has become a part of my life....
If I can get rid over the nightmare....
There is nothing I can't try.

I just want a good sleep...

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